HIT AND MISS .... RIGHT HERE!

There are moments in our life where we really can't help but ask, "why am I here? why am I in this kind of situation? why me?".
And no matter how we ask ourselves and no matter how we rephrase the question, we still end up searching for the answer.

I've been caught up in these moments probably most of my life.  I get to reach a point when I feel that there is no way out or I have reach a dead end and like most of the human race, I do breakdown and just end up crying.

But as time passes by and as I grow in faith, I slowly become such a positive person, full of hope, full of love, full of trust and in total surrender.

When storm comes my way I still do cry but my tears before it reaches the ground its been saved by a huge pail. 

Now, every  time I feel weak, discouraged, disappointed, and sad...
I still get to ask "why am I here?"
Then I pray and reflect and I get this sweet loving whisper in my heart...
"This is where I need you to be... RIGHT HERE!"
... then I still end up crying.

I might end up crying in both situation but what matters is I got an answer.
He assures me that wherever I am and whatever situation I am in, may it be happy
or sad... I know He is with me and I trust that He puts me there because He has
great plan for me and because He loves me more than anyone could.